As you know, I'm a podcast lover, so every once in a while instead of just listening, I actually talk on one.
Recently, Brigit from Biddy Tarot invited me on her show, and we had such a great conversation. As she describes it:
At a high level, this episode is about how to make Tarot easy. But at a deeper level, it’s about how to connect with Tarot in your own unique way. Barbara walks us through connecting to the Tarot to through your own personal belief system, to being part of the evolution of global consciousness, and so much more. Join me and the Tarot Shaman as we travel through mystic realms to bring you wisdom and guidance.
In this episode, you’ll learn…
You can view it on iTunes here and also on the Biddy Tarot Blog. Click here to access the blog post.
May words of wisdom drift to you on the wind
May you breathe them in deeply
May they encourage and guide you
And may your words encourage and guide
your fellow travelers as we all walk
each other home.
Just a quick note, I wrote a guest post on the Biddy Tarot site. You will not be surprised to hear that it is on The Hermit.
Take a look and let me know what you think! Click HERE.
The image is The Hermit from the Pagan Cats Tarot.
The Hierophant from the Steampunk Tarot
As promised in the previous entry today we are talking about change, specifically facing change with spiritual integrity and authenticity. This essay is brought to you by the number 5.
We’ll begin with the Hierophant, since he is numbered 5 in the Major Arcana.
Before we begin, I ask you to open up to the idea that the Hierophant, as other cards in the deck have, can evolve in meaning to better represent our current understanding and world view. In “Tarot, Tricksters, and Accidental Grace” in the Spring 2016 issue of the Cartomancer, I wrote at length about how card meanings change over time and how important it is for us to always look toward reflecting our evolving consciousness as we look at the cards anew. Our beloved Rider-Waite-Smith deck was created in a culture of Victorian Christian mystics and the symbols, images, and ideas represent that culture. That culture is not our culture. Some may argue that spiritual truth or wisdom is absolute and unchanging through time. I do not agree with that and see that as fundamentalism…and to be honest, fundamentalism scares me. In a Hebrew creation story, it is said that God left creation unfinished, allowing it to continue evolving and also invited humans to participate in the co-creation of the future of the universe. I say we take up that invitation and help evolve tarot to better represent what we know to be true for us in this moment, knowing that as human consciousness evolves, the cards meanings will continue to change.
Most people have issues with the Hierophant because they see him as the representation of rigid dogma and strict hierarchy. Back in the day when there weren’t many options for spiritual paths circulating in Western culture and when social order was valued very highly, it is true that ordained Church rules were created and used to control people. And sure, we can see that still in play today. However, we…by we I mean tarot readers and spiritual seekers…know now that we do have other options open to us and that maintaining order is not necessarily the main goal of spiritual wisdom. Even in Christianity today, there are some really exciting teachers who are totally pushing the bounds of what Christianity “teachers.” If you are interested, Rob Bell is one of those teachers…whose events are often protested by traditional “Christians.” That alone should be a good reason to be curious about what he is saying.
The quickest way to convey my ideas about the Hierophant, which is markedly different from most that I’ve encountered, is to share what I write about him in the companion book for the Steampunk Tarot:
5, The Hierophant
“Your every thought, every word, and every action expresses the truth of your soul.”
Core meaning: Living faith in every day life.
The name of this card comes from the word hierophany and means “the manifestation of the sacred.” Consequently, The Hierophant is one who teaches us how to live in accordance with our sacred beliefs. For those belonging to a group, community, or organized religion, there are usually teachers aplenty. For those who follow a more solitary path, they are often their own hierophant. This responsibility is often supplemented by studying sacred texts, works of art, private spiritual practices, and nature.
This card has not always been called The Hierophant. In the oldest of decks, it was titled The Pope, also known as the pontiff. The “pontiff” means “bridge.” He is the bridge between theory and practice. He creates a connection between spiritual belief and daily lives. In this image, he sits between a pile of books, representing the culmination of human spiritual understanding, and a tree, representing many things, including a living practice and the inherent knowledge of good and evil. Both the books and the tree represent roots and tradition, wisdom gained through the ages. The apple, such a mundane symbol, brings to mind many things. Students used to give apples to their teachers. Although not technically correct, many people say that Eve gave Adam an apple, leading to their self-consciousness and banishment from paradise. If you cut an apple crosswise, the center forms a pentagram, representing the four elements of the physical world under the guidance of Spirit. Our hierophant, shown here as a humble, compassionate, and wise teacher, weaves together all these notions, and more, and gives them to us as keys to open up our own understanding. With all teachings, it is up to individuals to take them into their heart and mind and to ultimately decide whether or not to envelop them into their life.
When The Hierophant comes to your reading, the most important thing is to ask yourself is how does what you believe match with what you think, say, and do. This card can represent a teacher who will help you identify your beliefs and assist you in determining how to best express those beliefs in your life.
Here’s an interesting and key question: how does what you believe match up with what you think, say, and do? How wide is the gap between what you claim to value and your actions in this life? These are the questions the Hierophant gives us.
One of the most difficult yet most important times to live our values is when we face changes. It is pretty easy to do what you think is right when things are flowing along all easy and stress free. But what do we do when faced with a challenge brought about by a change in circumstance.
If the Major cards represent large, archetypal ideas and important wisdom, the Minors show how those ideas manifest in the physical world. The Hierophant asks “what will you do when faced with [insert any change of circumstance]?
The Minor 5s give us scenarios to consider, asking us to face change that challenges our will, shakes our emotions, twists our ideas, or threatens our physical lives.
The 5 of Wands shows a natural reaction to having our will questioned: defensiveness and fighting. This shows up often in meetings, where egos (easily associated with will) take over trying to preserve their place in the pecking order. In these cases, our wills have been distracted from their original purpose. Presumably we come to a meeting in order to accomplish a task as a group, everyone on the same team trying to do the best thing. However, when our ideas are not valued as much as we think they should be or as immediately as they should be, we change our focus from accomplishing the goal of making good decisions as a group to preserving our ego. The question we can ask ourselves is: which behavior best expresses our beliefs and values? Is it really serving our spiritual value to preserve some perceived pecking order or is it to help foster a sense of community and do great work together?
The 5 of Cups calls into question how we react when faced with the knowledge that emotions and relationships are not permanent. We all know this to be true…emotions and relationships can and do change. Change is a natural part of life. Even in nature, nothing is static. How do react when faced with such a loss, the loss of dear one or even the recognition that we no longer feel the same way about someone or something? What is our guiding spiritual principle in these cases and to what extent to our actions match that principle?
The 5 of Swords gives us the opportunity to think about how we react when our ideas about what is true are challenged. Although in the card, we usually think the story is about when others take what is ours or behave unfairly or cruelly and that is one valid way, but for this study we are looking at a different facet. Sometimes we have a beloved mindset that shapes our worldview and that we believe to be true and perhaps even True…unchangeable. Is our spiritual guiding force in these cases to hold true to those ideas no matter what evidence is produced to the contrary? Think of fundamental Christians who cling to the idea that the world is only a few thousand years old. Or of early American people who thought that African Americans should be slaves. Or of people who think that gay people have an agenda to destroy America. Insert your own deeply held idea. How do you react when faced with something that challenges that idea?
The 5 of Pentacles, with its very clear depiction of spiritual life (symbolized by the church window) and human suffering asks perhaps the hardest question. What is our relationship with the Divine when life is hard, when we or our loved ones are suffering, when terrible things happen to innocent people? How do we react when things that were good, maybe even great, turn to crap?
So for me, the Hierophant is the one who helps us learn to grapple with these important situations, who helps prepare us to understand what it means to live a life of authenticity and integrity, no matter the circumstances.
And if you made it to the end of this, thank you for reading.
Seasons of Tarot
Lately I’ve been thinking less about tarot as a divinatory tool and more as a Sacred Text…an unbound book of wisdom. One of the reasons many of us use tarot as a tool of divination is to get advice on the “right” decision regarding choices we have to make. Tarot has proved useful to me and countless others in this capacity. However, my mind has been turning toward the idea of not making a decision because it will give us a particular desired outcome but because it is the right thing to do. These things are not, of course, mutually exclusive, but looking at questions from a different point of view can give us interesting information.
Because of this change in focus, the coming weeks and months will bring you a series of essays about Tarot as Sacred Text. The essays will be about my musings and will hopefully inspire you to discover your own unique sacred wisdom within the cards that we all love so well.
Summer is winding down. Every change of season brings feelings of endings and new beginnings, of change…sometimes a sense of satisfaction for a season well-spent or regret over missed opportunities. The changing seasons remind us that life is a cycle and this can be comforting, as we know that summer will come ‘round again, that the moon will wax and wane with predictable regularity. They also remind us that time passes and things can never remain the same. The wisdom I’m looking for here in the cards is how we can understand and face change in our lives.
The seasons of our lives do not always follow the regularity of the change of seasons. We live for a season, whether a year or a decade or years, as perhaps a student of some particular course of study, as an employee for a company, as a partner to a person. Sooner or later all these seasons end. Sometimes we fight the endings, holding on far too long to what was, comfortable in the familiar, even though we know, deep in our gut or in the center of our heart, that it is time to say good-bye.
There are lots of cards of endings in tarot. Death is one card feared by many, a very natural fear as death brings change and humans are generally not fans of change. Actual death can occur in many ways, from a quiet, natural, peaceful death to a sudden, unexpected, and tragic death. However, I think the Death card isn’t necessarily about all forms human death (by human death, I don’t mean only physical death but all the ways humans experience deaths in their lives). Rather, I see it as an organic, natural death, the kind that happens when we see an ending approaching, recognize it, honor it, accept it graciously, and move on to the next phase.
We don’t always do that, though. We often, as mentioned earlier, fight it, deny it, clutch tightly to what we think is ours. In those cases, time continues to move on and the experience of death isn’t the easy, peaceful, organic death of the Death card but the sudden, frightening, chaos-creating death of the Tower card. We don’t leave a job we know we should and find ourselves laid off or downsized. We don’t leave a relationship that we know is no longer viable, we don’t end it when we can part as friends who once loved each other but instead end up hurting each other horribly and losing a connection, perhaps forever.
Seasons mark beginnings and endings. The Fool card is one filled with the possibility of beginnings. Generally, an optimistic card of beginnings, we are presented with seemingly infinite possibilities. The other aspect of the Fool that we don’t usually acknowledge is that as soon as the Fool takes a step, certain possibilities are no longer available. Beginnings and endings all in one, which is why the Fool can sometimes feel scary. Saying yes to something means saying no to other things. Similarly, the World card, generally an optimistic card of completion (we almost always say “completion” as it sounds more positive than “ending,” which has a sadder feeling to it) also contains a beginning in it. After completing something, it is time to move on…because, as nature teaches us, nothing healthy is stagnant. We’ve achieved something worthwhile and are comfortable with the schedules and systems we’ve created to get there, whether it is a class schedule or a career trajectory. Once the goal is reached, we have to release those comforting routines in order to discover and create the new ones that will take us to our next adventure.
Change is an important concept and one we all struggle with. In the next essay, we’ll continue to look at how tarot teaches us about change as we consider the 5s…usually not anyone’s favorite, no matter the suit. And rightly so. The 5s are cards of change.
These are just a few of the ways I see the metaphoric idea of seasons in our lives through tarot. I’d love to hear some of your ideas and also if you enjoy reading longer essays such as this.
If you listen to Rose Red and Charlie's podcast, Tarot Visions, you have already heard this idea. And you can skip my ramblings and hear it from them firsthand, plus sample readings HERE (or subscribe on iTunes).
The idea is to take a show (or probably a movie, book, comic, whatever pop culture thing you love) and make a spread from it using the characters.
I think this idea can be super helpful when doing readings for others. One thing we usually want to do is make readings more relatable to whoever we are reading for. TV shows, movies, books, etc. all have elements of story, often with what we may think of as stereotypes but more generously we can think of them as archetypes. So in some ways pop culture is kind of like the mythology of our times. Whatever you think of pop culture, people relate to these stories and the characters living them.
What would happen if you asked your querent what is their current favorite show or movie, one that really has grabbed their interest. Ask them to describe the characters from the show that are most intriguing or interesting to them (which may not necessarily be their favorite character), including at least one that they don't like. Then create a spread based on those characters to discover what advice they have about the situation or question. I think it is important to include one(s) they don't like because, as we know, we often dislike something in someone else that we dislike (but don't acknowledge) in ourselves. These parts of ourselves often have something important to say.
I've not played with this idea yet but think it has so much potential that I wanted to share it with you...and give a shout out to Rose Red and Charlie. Thanks Rose and Charlie! Love your podcasts!
I have two advanced copies of my next book, Your Tarot Your Way, to give away. You can read more about it HERE.
To enter, leave a comment telling me what TV show, movie, book, comic, etc. you would use to make a spread for yourself. On August 18 (noon CST) I will randomly draw two names. US addresses only.
1-Year Novice Program, September Session
The next session of the Novice Program begins September 1. There are still a few spots left. Join us for an intense and fulfilling year of tarot! Find out more HERE.
It's still summer here in the Midwest, with plenty of sunshine and some humidity. I hope you've been able to enjoy any good weather that's come your way.
In some stores I've already seen Back-to-School displays. Some people think it is way too early. Some people really love fall and the sense of purpose and clean slates born of 18 years of the back-to-school cycle of childhood.
If you are one of those people who love to learn and who want something to look forward to at summer's end, consider enrolling in my One Year Novice Program. Applications are being accepted for the group that begins September 1, 2016. My first group is wrapping up and I am really looking forward to their final projects. Part of the goal of this course is that each student comes away with a creative project (I'm assuming it will take some sort of book form but based on the creativity and brilliance of my students, I'm prepared for anything!) that gathers and synthesizes everything they've learned over the past year.
The program isn't easy and is not for everyone. But you can read about it HERE and decide for yourself. Hurray, though, as I only take on 12 students per group.
In other news:
It's been a working summer for me, at least so far. I'm finishing up a lot of paid work, which has been really gratifying. I listed all the things that needed doing this summer on a white board and promised myself that as soon as I finished them all, I can take the rest of the summer off. That isn't as luxurious as it sounds, because I still have regular obligations to Llewellyn, my students, and clients. But it does mean that I have no other projects going, leaving a few hours a day to follow my curiosity, like Alice chasing the White Rabbit. I'm excited to see where it leads!
In case you are not on my email list, here is an article I wrote recently about curiosity:
Passion vs Curiosity
Recently, Elizabeth Gilbert was interviewed by Krista Tippett on her podcast, On Being. Gilbert spoke about our fascination with following our passion. She wonders if it hasn't hurt more people than it has helped. Most of us don't even know what our passion is and that alone has made many people feel like failures. And if we do find this thing we call passion, we discover that maintaining passion for an extended period of time is really hard and exhausting. She suggests that curiosity might be a better Pied Piper to follow. Curiosity, she says is a kinder, gentler, more accessible friend than passion. It is easier to live with than a constant state of passion.
In addition, passion implies a focused direction whereas curiosity encourages and supports the idea of the journey--a concept we tarot people hold dear. Passion is still an essential part of the human experience, it's just not where I want to live all the time.
Having chased the elusive "passion" for most of my life and found it unsustainable and inconsistant, I'm enjoying my love affair with curiosity. Oddly enough, even though that frenetic quality that passion brings is missing, it still feels like I'm actually making more progress (whatever that means). It's an appropriate feeling for summer, I suppose. A kind of "sitting by the dock of the bay" experience, only it doesn't feel like, as the song says, wasting time. My mind is calmer and my soul is fat and happy.
You can listen to the full podcast HERE.
And finally: An Unexpected Gift
Since April, I've been helping take care of my brand new nephew one day a week. He was 5 months old when I started and will about 10 months when I'm done.
Little did I know when I agree to help my sister and her husband that I would be the one who probably got the larger benefit. Being with this little guy, watching him discover himself and the world around him, has changed my heart in more ways than I can say.
Here's a selfie of me and my sweet boy. Yeah, he looks at me like that a lot. As if to say, "Um, Auntie, I'm pretty sure you don't know what you are doing!"
As usual, Readers Studio was wonderful. Three things made this year extra special for me.
First, my lovely wife Lisa attended for the first time as a registered participant. Before this, she attended the banquet only. This was a big, exciting step for her and she enjoyed it quite a lot. Here is a picture of her getting her certificate, making her, as we like to say, bona fide.
Second, my sister Michelle also joined us in running around the city before the conference and she also attended the banquet. I loved introducing her to my friends and having her meet the people she's heard so much about. Here is a picture of us enjoying the High Line. The other picture is of mine, hers, and Lisa's feet on the subway. Because we're arty like that.
Third, is was my great honor to present this year along with the talented Sasha Graham and Heatherleigh Navarre. When we first learned that we were all presenting, we played with the idea of trying to work together, organizing our presentations so that they formed part of a whole experience. That proved too challenging (heck, just plain old preparing a MainStage presentation is challenge enough!), so we worked on our own. What is really fascinating is that the Universe seemed to hear that intention because even though we didn't plan it, our classes all built on each! And even the order we presented in was perfect.
Each of us explored darker themes, like fear and our shadow sides. We moved from naming our fears/shadow issues to experiencing them through integration. It was just incredible how it all worked out.
Here is a picture of the three of us.
And here is a picture of the three of us being photobombed by Riccardo Minetti, my dear friend and editor at Lo Scarabeo (it was also his first time attending, so I guess I had 4 reasons!).
My workshop ended on a lighter note, with a short lesson on the Art of Blessing. The view from the stage as I watched 200 people blessing each other was so beautiful. I ended the presentation flying my geek flag high as I bestowed all the best blessings in one go.
In addition to our classes, I enjoyed, as always, connecting with my friends and making new ones.
Below are some random photos, most from the Readers Studio but a few of Lisa's "in the city" shots that I thought you'd like.
Hello my friends!
It's been about three months since I left FB. If you're not up to date on that, scroll down to find some posts about that. There isn't much new to say except that I don't miss it at all and am enjoying connecting to people individually via email, snail mail, and even the telephone. The horrid Fear of Missing Out is completely gone.
Lately I've not been posting because I'm deep in my Readers Studio presentations. I'm so looking forward to it and to reconnecting with dear friends in person, which was always a treat even with Facebook.
I've popped in today, though, to share an article a friend sent me today. It's all about good reasons to be off social media (and not the usual reasons people give) and, perhaps best of all, it is by Stephen Fry, who is awesomeness itself.
To check it out, just click HERE.
In the meantime, how have you been? What are you excited about lately?
When I was a kid, I made art all the time. I loved it. It was my thing. Then it happened, the same thing that happens to so many of us: some teacher in high school told me I was doing it wrong and made me feel so bad about my art that I quit doing it at all.
In the past, say, 9 months, my inner artist has been re-emerging. This is, I am sure, a direct result of the shamanic healing I've been doing for the past two or three years, and it is awesome.
The truth is becoming more and more clear to: Art or some sort of creative activity is not optional for any of us. We are born to create. It is in our blood, in our soul. It makes sense, especially for us tarot folks (I just assume all my readers are tarot folks). We so commonly view the suits in this order: Wands, Cups, Swords, and Pentacles. That is: inspiration/idea, soul/commitment, mind/plan, and finally manifestation.
And I am not unique in realizing this now. It is in the air. It is rising to our collective consciousness. Have you read Elizabeth Gilbert's Big Magic? If not, get your hands on a copy and read it. It will speak to your creative self that is aching to make things.
Our Minds and Our Souls
I used to say that the best way to understand what you think is to write. Of course I said that. I am a writer by nature. Also, I am a product of my culture, so I valued writing, thinking, precision, logic. As a culture, we have been trained to feed our minds until they are full to the bursting point and we all suffer from information overload.
But we don't get a lot of training on how to feed our souls. One way, I think, is to experience art (by art, I mean anything such as fine art, dance, music, photography, sculpture, movies even). Another way is to make art.
Here's the thing about art. Many of us think that unless our creative efforts will have some tangible end goal, they are a waste of time. But they are not. And that is something Gilbert stresses a lot in Big Magic. Whether no one ever sees your work or if you show it in a gallery, it doesn't matter to your soul.
And just as we know that writing helps us understand our minds and what we think, making art helps us understand our souls and what we value or yearn for or feel. A watercolor artist, Barry Toshio Shiraishi, said once that your art may not change the world but in the making of it, you may change yourself. Now, to my way of thinking, if you change yourself, you will also be changing the world. Because everything is connected, you know.
Tarot and Art
Lately I've been having a lot of fun (and learning lots about myself and the cards) by incorporating daily draws with simple art journaling. I have a journal, a free marketing item from a paper company, that I only use marker or paint in (no pencil, no erasing!). For a while, I was drawing mundane things, whatever was around. Then I started pulling a card or cards and later adding charms from Carrie Paris' Magpie Oracle. That's when the magic happened. The revelations and insights and pure joy has been so incredible. Below, I'll share some of my journal pages just so you can see it is not about making great art that will change the world (or impress anybody else) but about making "great" art that changes you!
I think that art is important and works so beautifully with tarot that my friend Melani and I teamed up to create some tarot and art classes. If you live in the area, I hope you check them out and consider joining us. Melani is a fantastic art/craft teacher and I am pretty good with tarot, so I think these are going to rock. You can get the deets right HERE.
And, as promised, here are some of my journal pages.
Last month, the first group of my Novice Program students worked on the lesson about spreads. While spread design was not something I set out to do, it became clear early on that I had a natural understanding of spreads, how they work, and how to create them. That's why I ended up writing a book on the subject (which you can learn more about HERE). Consequently, I was really curious to see how my students did with this lesson.
Part of the homework is to use what they learned in the lesson to analyze a few spreads. Then they pick one and do a reading with it. After that, they modify the spread based on their analysis and do another reading.
Most of the modifications were fairly small, but I was shocked (and they were, too!) by what a difference those changes made for them. Without exception, the readings flowed better, made more sense, and were simply easier to use while providing better results.
For anyone who has never modified an existing spread, let me encourage you to try it. Spreads are not these unchangeable, holy things that must remain intact. They were created by someone to meet a need. It is perfectly okay to adjust them to meet your own needs. Rearrange the layout. Change some positional meanings. Add or eliminate positions. A spread should be, in some ways, like a matt for a framed picture: something that helps show off and highlight the work of the artist. You, as a reader, are an artist. Let the spreads you use showcase your unique skills and style and your readings will be stronger because of it.